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"when everything is lonely, I can be my own best friend.
Get a coffee and the paper, have my own conversations
with the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection.
the mask I polish in the evening, by the morning, looks like shit
and I know you have a heavy heart."
- Bright Eyes
right about now, I could use some sappy background music, a kiss and a happy ending.
(or maybe even some of those happy kinds of tears or a surprise twist..)
today sucks.
I need something positive.
I need to not feel shitty anymore.
it started off with tears. a little test that killed my christmas spirit. a message sending only hate. and yeah, the rest is history.
It's Christmas goddamnit. I want to smile.
oh, and today, given it's super shitty nature, one would think that I'd be chain smokng like a mother fucker, BUT I've had not a single cigarette. makes the day that much worse? I think so.
fuck this day.
Get a coffee and the paper, have my own conversations
with the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection.
the mask I polish in the evening, by the morning, looks like shit
and I know you have a heavy heart."
- Bright Eyes
right about now, I could use some sappy background music, a kiss and a happy ending.
(or maybe even some of those happy kinds of tears or a surprise twist..)
today sucks.
I need something positive.
I need to not feel shitty anymore.
it started off with tears. a little test that killed my christmas spirit. a message sending only hate. and yeah, the rest is history.
It's Christmas goddamnit. I want to smile.
oh, and today, given it's super shitty nature, one would think that I'd be chain smokng like a mother fucker, BUT I've had not a single cigarette. makes the day that much worse? I think so.
fuck this day.