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....well last night after typing such horror things bout myself
1. I DID GET CALLS
2. 1 IN PARTICULAR FROM ONE OF MY LOVERS THE NEWEST 1 (AHH I KNOW HE CARES SOO MUCH ABOUT ME KNOW, TAHT THING DAT WE HAD BEFORE IS THERE AGAIN!!)
3. I FEEL SPECIAL AGAIN AND OLD FRIEND GOT INTACT W/ MY blackplanet AND GAVE ME A NOTE . .
REALLLY I DONT KNW WHY I BOTHER SO MUCH ABOUT WHY IM NOT SOCIAL, THOUGH IM NOT AS SOCIAL AS I WOULD LIKE TO BE BUT MAYBE WHEN SCHOOL STARTS IT WILL BE THE WAY I WANT IT TO BE ...YA KNOW..YEA LOL
and now im thinkin of deleting this lj username cause things seem to get better...naw today is just a good day tomorrow will suck bean pies
but my sister once again went outside i asked her "where you going?" glass manor, she never goes to the manor but whatever the fact that she is going outside AGAIN sucks bean pies
just when i woke up today, i had dreamt about one of my LOVERSoo do i miss him he was around here my way yesterday, and didnt call me or nothing...i dont know why i am holding on to this guy he is such a PIMP he's hated by few but loved/lusted by TOO MANY but i still want him need him, he maybe coming around here again over the weekend (from a good source) so hopefully he will call or SOMETHING...
.....i need love again in my life, hey even lust something from the opposite sex like before..im tellin you this summer has not done too much good w/ the opposite sex for me...it has alsways be CALLS though i do love the CALLS i get from them to here there deep voice of a dash of sexiness through the other side of the phone ...BUT I NEED MORE i want to hear that in person, feel that voice in person you know ...oh man well i gotta jet for now