Im gonna be 19 soon. Im gonna be pissed that day.
After all the soul searching i possibly could have done by myself while staring at walls and battling internet and game addiction, it dawned on me that i changed completely at one point in time.
It would be easy to blame this on Cynthia, but that would be a little childish.
It was my decision to spend more time with her and then start absorbing her attitude and mannerisms.
Im at peace with it. Know why? Solution is simple. Go back to the way i was before.
Well thats the point. I finally remember.
That not a single fuck was ever given.
So thats my life right now.
In addition to constantly fighting my ESCAPISM and fear of strangers, i have to try to not give any fuck whatsoever.
Its a work in progress.
Damn TK. after seeing you suffer like that, i feel SOOOOOOO much better being single. thanks. Hang in there! :D
I went to school and felt so relieved when the people and the place didnt stand up to the legend i blew it up to be. I can let go a little now. :D
It would be easy to blame this on Cynthia, but that would be a little childish.
It was my decision to spend more time with her and then start absorbing her attitude and mannerisms.
Im at peace with it. Know why? Solution is simple. Go back to the way i was before.
Well thats the point. I finally remember.
That not a single fuck was ever given.
So thats my life right now.
In addition to constantly fighting my ESCAPISM and fear of strangers, i have to try to not give any fuck whatsoever.
Its a work in progress.
Damn TK. after seeing you suffer like that, i feel SOOOOOOO much better being single. thanks. Hang in there! :D
I went to school and felt so relieved when the people and the place didnt stand up to the legend i blew it up to be. I can let go a little now. :D