OK: Here it is....
I don't blame him, I blame me. Despite me being self professed man of world and all that crap, I fell hook line and sinker for the oldest line in the book; solely because deep down, I'm lonely.
I should of known better than to fall for it, but fools rush in where angels fear to tread. And following that pattern, I sprinted.
I told him I can't and won't see him where he is with someone else, but even if he broke up with this guy I'm not sure I could trust him anyway. He starts the whole thing based upon a lie, how can I beleive anything that happens from there?
So thats why I'm annoyed. He wanted sex and a relationship (with someone else) and I wanted a relationship, but no sex....if he had of been clear about what he wanted, it would never of happened like it did.
Yeah all these emotions sound hackneyed, but they are my feelings, and very real to me. I have more to say, but can't be bothered. This is too typical of my life.
Off away for the weekend, fill in after.
I should of known better than to fall for it, but fools rush in where angels fear to tread. And following that pattern, I sprinted.
I told him I can't and won't see him where he is with someone else, but even if he broke up with this guy I'm not sure I could trust him anyway. He starts the whole thing based upon a lie, how can I beleive anything that happens from there?
So thats why I'm annoyed. He wanted sex and a relationship (with someone else) and I wanted a relationship, but no sex....if he had of been clear about what he wanted, it would never of happened like it did.
Yeah all these emotions sound hackneyed, but they are my feelings, and very real to me. I have more to say, but can't be bothered. This is too typical of my life.
Off away for the weekend, fill in after.