rambling on

[colmirl]

Well Tina's got the other job. She was advised today and starts training on Monday. I, on the other hand, was left waiting, and will be waiting all weekend. Pack of bastards.

I hate it all. I really do. Why isn't it all just a bit easier?

[prepare for self pity]
Self pity alert: Can't this damned company give me a break? Don't I deserve some respect?
[end of self pity]

I suppose this is it, this is the crossroads. I'm waiting on them, and they are waiting on me, and there are apparently so many other options awaiting me that I should be glad to explore. [career counselling speak]

I'm not sure what the hell they are yet, but they apparently are out there.

Neil texted me tonight. Cheeky gimp. I ignored it, and will keep doing so. After all, the last text I got was the "don't text me again" one. So, I'm following his instructions :D
Also deleted his number from my mobile a while back, a la idea from Rob. Neil, to be honest, can go screw himself, his boyfriend or anyone he so desires...I no longer care :)

I'm sure there is a lot of other stuff I want to say. To be honest, I just can't think of it. The last 24 hours have been so utterly crap, I could write volumes about it.

I need a new chair for to sit on too...this one is very uncomfortable.