this glasshouse is breaking down....
So finally this is my last week of class. And I am very very relieved that i will be done with it. Ive stressed myself out too much this summer. I doubt i will pass this second session, but im not going to quit. I have to keep my integrity and hold on til the end, and try. I really am trying my best. But this time, i dont think it will be enough this time.
Im sitting here in a red cape emilio gave me thinking about what a shitty summer ive had. But i think there was nothing i could change about it, even if i could go back and do it over. But i did make two great friends and learned a hell of alot about myself, and how to do things on my own for a change. So i dont think it was a total waste. Today i got a post card in the mail from emilio. i guess he sent it to me for our anniversary but i just got it today. that made my day good, i used it as a bookmark for the last section of our book, which we reached today.
I have alot of things i'd still like to do before this summer is over. And i've also decided i really look like a boy and i really should do something about this black hair of mine. Im planning on redying it this weekend, since frank didnt come over yesterday so we could do it. but i dont know if i really should. Tomorrow i get my glasses and now i'll look even more like the huge dorky boy i am. woohoo.
This weekend im also planning to clean out my closet and hang up all my new clothes and junk. Then on monday i have a meeting with mr. smith, and im going to take my journey around town. Im going to take the bus from mhs to alhambra beauty school and then home. Its going to be fun. Emilio also comes home, and i cannot believe how quickly summer went by. Im not too sure if im ready mentally to go back to school yet. Well i still have about 3 weeks, so ill be good by then hopefully.
Frank fish leaves tomorrow, and im really going to miss him. I think he was probably one of the only people i talked to this summer and got close to. He was like my best summer bud. SO mister frank, i hope you have a safe journey home, and dont forget about us little people. [i hope everytime you look at your screk time, you remember the fun we had.]
today i also found out midtown will be in town next month, oh how happy my little heart was. just i dont think i can go. i really hope i can work something out because i really dont like missing them when they are in town, especially now that they have their new cd out. ERG that is about the 4th show coming up that i will not be able to go to, the sacrifices ill have to make just for beauty school, but i know it will be worth it.
oh today, i helped my brother bake a cake. that was fun.
Ill give you everything you want..and wish the worst on what i was...