the worst i could do was just blame myself......
So today was an extremely bad "girl day." because i started my "girl problem" and it was so bad i couldnt even walk. So i stayed in bed pretty much all morning, until now, when i decided to get up and come online. Due to me staying in bed, i was forced to watch Glitter, compliments of VH1, and i have to say, it wasnt that bad of a movie and it was made out to be. it is somewhat cheesy but i like the ending and i think it was cool that her bf got shot. i dunno made it alittle more interesting. Anywhoo, i also watched the news, some really sad stuff is happening in this world, 3 ladies were killed in this really bad car accident and a little boy in the car was thrown onto the train tracks as a train was coming and it cut off his leg. I cannot imagine how its going to be for him when he wakes up from an induced coma to realize that his mom is dead and he has 1 1/2 legs. poor thing. And im really mad that its raining everywhere but here! Also, hurricane charley is tearing up florida, i wonder if emilio is going to come home sooner than he's supposed to due to the storm. He leaves spain for miami next tuesday, i wonder. It would be a nice summer twist if he comes home a few days earlier.
So today i missed the introduction to logs, so im screwd. we have to complete chapter 12 by wednesday, which will be done. and thursday we take an assessment and review, and friday morning is my final. Im so stressed out and drained i do not even want to do anything anymore. I really do not care if i dont pass, which deep down inside i know i really do. but ahhh. i just do not have any motivation or want to do it anymore, im so frustrated.
Speaking of school i waited alittle under two hours to change my screwd up schedule and now im starting to regret getting into this career academy to take sociology because they want me to have classes under their schedule, and im sorry, im not going to screw up my future plans just to please ms. euhlers and her conspirators who plan to attack soceity by conforming a class of students into believing the world is this most wonderful place. Also my sister got her classes and my mom saw this little white boy that she told me that we have to make friends with him, and hes going to be my sisters boyfriend. thats really funny, i think he likes pokemon or something.
I did alittle more school shopping yesterday, it was really fun. It was neat going shopping and my sister actually looking at things other than uniforms. haha. Whats even cooler is my sister and i have our first periods close to eachother so we can walk to class. hahaha.
but ya, im really feeling crappy and i look really pale, hmm i wonder if maybe something else is wrong with me :-/ thats all i need. god. so this summer i think has been the most crappiest summer. But i met a few awesome people.
Frank, this is to you:
i think boys from virginia should move out to la cuz i said so, and you should come to school with us. Ill call your mom and tell her that i stole you, and she cannot have you back. i dont think im going to see you again before you leave, but i hope you have a safe flight home next week <3.
ok ya i dont have anything else really to say. so ya. bye.