Happy holidays!
So Merry Christmas and all that jazz. Monika and I opted to stay here and have a quite Christmas which I think I mentioned before. We went to Midnight Mass last night at St. Gabe's. It was so lovely. I had forgotten how much I love Catholic Mass. It was also nice to see such hot men in attendance. Perhaps we'll have to attend the Catholic Church more often, just kidding.
So overall this Christmas week has been good so far. I've seen a lot of old friends. And really, it's just been nice having some me time and some sleep time. I think I'm caught up now for the next several months. Andy's been over a few times and Chase came over once. I had dinner with Jenny and saw Jess for a minute. I've talked to Wes and the family. So overall, I'm doing better than the last entry. I still can't help but feel alone a lot. I have people who care but I can't really tell my soul to anyone. I feel as though I shouldn't burden others with my thoughts and worries and feeling and problems. I guess maybe this journal has become somewhat of a therapy session for me.
I've offically went down a size in clothing. I know this isn't a big deal to most, but it's really huge to me. I just hope I keep on losing. I'm tired of always being that girl. You know the one. The girl who is always with these gorgeous women, but is the less attractive, slightly larger one than everyone else. I just feel like a giantess at times.
Well, I'm off to deliver some cookies and go see a movie.
So overall this Christmas week has been good so far. I've seen a lot of old friends. And really, it's just been nice having some me time and some sleep time. I think I'm caught up now for the next several months. Andy's been over a few times and Chase came over once. I had dinner with Jenny and saw Jess for a minute. I've talked to Wes and the family. So overall, I'm doing better than the last entry. I still can't help but feel alone a lot. I have people who care but I can't really tell my soul to anyone. I feel as though I shouldn't burden others with my thoughts and worries and feeling and problems. I guess maybe this journal has become somewhat of a therapy session for me.
I've offically went down a size in clothing. I know this isn't a big deal to most, but it's really huge to me. I just hope I keep on losing. I'm tired of always being that girl. You know the one. The girl who is always with these gorgeous women, but is the less attractive, slightly larger one than everyone else. I just feel like a giantess at times.
Well, I'm off to deliver some cookies and go see a movie.