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I can't get the lyrics to Gavin Degraw's "Follow Through" to post here (it's being a pain in the ass about copy/pasting), but you should watch it on youtube and listen to the lyrics. They perfectly sum up what I'm feeling and thinking right now.
Know how I wrote in my last entry that I met a man who is married to his work? Well, it seems that I need to give him a bit more of a chance. I had written Austin off as being cold and uncaring, whereas I think he just has a little bit of trouble expressing his emotions, especially when they make him vulnerable. I drove down on Thursday night and we spent the evening together (no, no, not like that). He was more affectionate than he ever has been, and he promised me that he would make the drive next time. Which shocked me, because I didn't ask and I wasn't expecting him to be that forthcoming. Him kissing me is basically the greatest thing ever. He makes me feel like such a giddy teenage girl. I'm really hoping that this goes places :)
Ahh. I need to study for the GRE which Im taking in a million, billion years (or, in August) and I need to figure out my grad school options. Oy.
Life is busy, but so so sweet :)
Know how I wrote in my last entry that I met a man who is married to his work? Well, it seems that I need to give him a bit more of a chance. I had written Austin off as being cold and uncaring, whereas I think he just has a little bit of trouble expressing his emotions, especially when they make him vulnerable. I drove down on Thursday night and we spent the evening together (no, no, not like that). He was more affectionate than he ever has been, and he promised me that he would make the drive next time. Which shocked me, because I didn't ask and I wasn't expecting him to be that forthcoming. Him kissing me is basically the greatest thing ever. He makes me feel like such a giddy teenage girl. I'm really hoping that this goes places :)
Ahh. I need to study for the GRE which Im taking in a million, billion years (or, in August) and I need to figure out my grad school options. Oy.
Life is busy, but so so sweet :)