February is flying by way too fast. Soon it'll be March and I dread the 3rd. Some of you know my precious Michael was killed last year on March 3. He was only 17 and was just driving to school in the morning ( Read more... )

I won't be available at all tomorrow. It will just be too painful of a day. Everywhere I turn, I'll see Michael's beautiful face and be reminded that it's his 18th birthday ( Read more... )

I know people who didn't know Michael personally might not understand, but those who did know him will. It doesn't seem possible that he's been gone that long. I still hear the screams when each family member was told. The looks of stunned disbelief that such a bright shining light was gone too fast ( Read more... )

Another month is gone ( Read more... )

I have a few minutes before leaving, so I thought I'd pop by here and say hello to everyone ( Read more... )

Does it seem possible that our beautiful Michael has been gone that long ( Read more... )

We went to see my cousins' girls play basketball last night. Poor little Whitney (Michael's sister) got hit in the face during warmup and broke her glasses, so she didn't get to play. Abby (another cousin's daughter) played, but the other team kept shutting her down. It was awful how they swarmed all over her ( Read more... )

Yesterday was another bad day. I couldn't stop crying. I just miss my boy so much, the pain is eating away my life ( Read more... )

I actually slept for almost four hours after Randy got home this morning from work. That's a record for me. I had weird dreams, but not exactly nightmares. I need to start up a dream journal again and write them down as soon as I wake up, so I don't forget them. Does anyone else keep one? They can be quite enlightening at times ( Read more... )

Would someone be able to make a user image with a photo of my Michael and "I'll love you forever and a day" on it for me? I have no talent in that and would really like one to add to the entries about him ( Read more... )