all this time ive waited, never seemed to change your mind
wow its funny how someone tells you they love you and actually never did and dont admit it to your face they have to put it in this bullshit..which is fine i rather read it on a livejournal then be crushed from hearing it from ya voice or through a convo..but yea my feelings for you was actually REAL but you cant say the same..like ive told everyone i knew you would go back to him and miss him and all that other shit bout him in the end i was right..all i know is i just wish i coudl go back in time and wish that friday night i asked you out never happened, cause then i wouldnt feel the pain now the pain that makes me want to end it all..i used to think out of the year i liked you i never thought love would come to mind and my feelings of never letting go be here like they are but for me to be strong is laugh it off and not look back..we had that talk bout what would make me hate you..haha well you done it and now i can say i honestly hate you..i dont want to but that shit happening even tho i knew it would happen i tried to make sure it didnt and it did..but oh well all i gotta say is i hate this and hate you for it...you hurt me for the last time..now im going to walk away and not look back..sorry to say this but im not longer going to be there...so i hope you enjoyed this pain you gave me..dry your tears and say goodbye.