Oct 21, 2004 19:56
so today was my third day at the deli and i love it...i love pat and tino...we just hang all day and talk and its so cool bc we are three TOTALLY different people that have very little in common. So we all have different opinions on things and sometimes its really interesting to hear their views on things. Pat used to be my manager at a different deli and we are tight i tell him everything and he is such a good listener and has so much experience in life so he has so much feedback its incredable.
But that shit is boring so lets move on...i am so fucking happy its not funny, i mean i have no idea what is going on in her mind so i do not assume anything. But its like she just gets me and she listens to me and knows exactly where i am coming from and that means so much to me. there are only a few people who really hear me and she is one of them, people listen, im not saying that my friends suck bc they dont but sometimes they just dont get it. And its the small things that matter, like when you just mention a small interest about yourself, you know just real quick and they remember...that is so awesome, and thats what it is like w/ us...i just dont know what to do, i refuse to let myself into the mind set of falling for her bc i cant i have no idea what she wants...is this a hook up? is this an experiment for her sexuality? i dunno, but she is awesome and if i always have her as my friend i will be sooooo happy.
yo aimee do you notice you are getting a shout out??? i love you and i hope you are having a great time selling yourself for peanuts in colorado...i wish i could be there to pimp you out..but since i cant i just gotta say WERE GONNA RIP THE ROOF OFF THIS MOFO- you know what i mean...love you
oh and of course shout out to lil and chris, two people i have to get high asap...just so you guys know you are mad fucking cool.