This is another post about you.
Hi there Ji Xiang. I am still pretty certain you have no idea about my LJ since I don't link it to FB and that you still have utterly no idea what you mean to me. But I on the other hand, am pretty certain you're not just merely a crush and that I merely like you anymore. I think it has escalated to something called love. Why? Because this has been going on forever. I think of you all the time and I smile unknowingly all the time! We're in different classes, and we don't even see each other in every lecture nowadays as well. I get sad and moody when I don't see you in lecture. Just like today. But when I already am moody, my mood lightens up by a huge percentage when you appear right before me, and I return to my bubbly self when you actually speak to me, even if its just a simple "hi". Its overwhelming. I practically cannot stop thinking about you.
I just lost granny, but my mind is filled with you during the times when I'm not thinking about her. So basically, you're the only person that occupies my thoughts now. It's driving me mad. Because I want to tell you how much I like you, how much you make me happier, among many other stuff. I want to hold your hand, and I want you to hold mine back. I'm getting greedy. It's no good. It gets me depressed every time I think that this semester that I'm ever gonna be seeing you every other day. Because you'll be going on an internship next semester, and I will be going on mine the following semester. I practically won't be able to see you other than on Facebook or until graduation or prom! It is going to be extremely agonizing considering the fact that you are the only one that can make me smile like an ass.
Even now, I am typing this when I am supposed to be studying my brains out for my common tests. I have my law book in front of me but yet all I think of is you. What do you want me to do, oh God! You have no idea, no freaking smallest idea, how much I want you to like me back as well and actually tell me that, because that is what your actions have been telling me! STOP TEASING ME YOU TEASE CHEESE! >:(
I just lost granny, but my mind is filled with you during the times when I'm not thinking about her. So basically, you're the only person that occupies my thoughts now. It's driving me mad. Because I want to tell you how much I like you, how much you make me happier, among many other stuff. I want to hold your hand, and I want you to hold mine back. I'm getting greedy. It's no good. It gets me depressed every time I think that this semester that I'm ever gonna be seeing you every other day. Because you'll be going on an internship next semester, and I will be going on mine the following semester. I practically won't be able to see you other than on Facebook or until graduation or prom! It is going to be extremely agonizing considering the fact that you are the only one that can make me smile like an ass.
Even now, I am typing this when I am supposed to be studying my brains out for my common tests. I have my law book in front of me but yet all I think of is you. What do you want me to do, oh God! You have no idea, no freaking smallest idea, how much I want you to like me back as well and actually tell me that, because that is what your actions have been telling me! STOP TEASING ME YOU TEASE CHEESE! >:(