hate
Ugh, doing so much global work right now and not concentrating.
Right now I feel like saying I hate practically everyone, even though I really don't, because that's how it feels. I feel like my heart has been wrenched out and someone has stabbed me in the gut. It seems like the night sky has fallen to the ground and I'm wandering among the dark clouds, unable to see through the damn fog. It's freakin awful.
And I feel like someone's being really cruel to me, even though no one truly is. I hate myself and everything about me. Right now I can honestly say I feel like total crap, whereas about an hour ago I wasn't sure how I was feeling. And it's kind of nice because I haven't felt like shit in a while, so it's good to remind myself what that's like.
I'm tired of keeping secrets, I'm tired of not being able to trudge my way through an essay and instead stopping on every little detail, I'm tired of how the world works, I'm just tired of everything. And it's great to bitch about it right now because I never do.
~the simple words of Legacy
Right now I feel like saying I hate practically everyone, even though I really don't, because that's how it feels. I feel like my heart has been wrenched out and someone has stabbed me in the gut. It seems like the night sky has fallen to the ground and I'm wandering among the dark clouds, unable to see through the damn fog. It's freakin awful.
And I feel like someone's being really cruel to me, even though no one truly is. I hate myself and everything about me. Right now I can honestly say I feel like total crap, whereas about an hour ago I wasn't sure how I was feeling. And it's kind of nice because I haven't felt like shit in a while, so it's good to remind myself what that's like.
I'm tired of keeping secrets, I'm tired of not being able to trudge my way through an essay and instead stopping on every little detail, I'm tired of how the world works, I'm just tired of everything. And it's great to bitch about it right now because I never do.
~the simple words of Legacy