waiting for one thing, waiting for another
Well, it's been a little while since I posted. It seems like so much has happened, but at the same time it's like my life is at a standstill.
Valentine's Day came and went. It was a long day of waiting, and really I ended up not able to concentrate in my classes and just ended up thinking about her all day long. The first thing I did after I came home was check with my friend (who knows her) if she finally knew for sure my feelings for her, but it seems that she doesn't. It looks like my efforts that day went pretty well though. I had trouble both doing homework and sleeping that night because of thoughts for her, and, even now, still I think and wait.
I used to really regret not going on the track team, since there are so many good people there, but lately Wig 'n' Whiskers has really become like a family. Rehearsals are often long and tiring, but almost always are the highlight of my day, even though now we're doing difficult dancing (for me at least ^_^). My main part in the play (Sweet Charity) is as one of Daddy Brubeck's assistants in Act II, which is a really fun part, and my minor parts are as the Married Man in the very beginning of the play and Manfred, the butler (also a good part). Today I just discovered, however, that while in the Fandango Ballroom where guys basically choose which girl to hire to dance with them, there's this music just for me when I walk all the way down the row of girls, looking at them and dismissing them (including the main character), until I finally decide to choose the girl at the end. I think it's the funniest thing because it's so out of my character and unexpected. Plus, it's pretty important even though I don't say anything. My dance partner is Romina; we got considerably lost quite a few times, but I think it's coming together.
It also seems that recently I've met so many wonderful people in WNW. Ivan, Mike (Daddy Brubeck), Angelo, Sebastian, Alex, Ashley Lippolis, Mary, Shridavy, Jackie, Melissa, Christine, Nicole DiStefano, Shana, Jess: all of them are amazing. And Daisy, Lauren, and Diane have been with me since the very beginning. It seems like an aeon ago that I was nervous about starting dance for the first show, and tentative about it being in the cafeteria. And longer still that I was terrified about upcoming auditions. Now I just love the musical and all the people in it.
Mid-winter recess is so close; I'm going to Florida from Saturday to the following Saturday and I can practically feel myself there already. Disney World and Universal Studios Florida. I don't care what anyone says: I love amusement parks and I can't wait to get to those huge places. Two more slow, slow days, complete with plenty of tests and assignments.
And all the time waiting for her answer. I really hope she realizes soon.
~the simple words of Legacy
Valentine's Day came and went. It was a long day of waiting, and really I ended up not able to concentrate in my classes and just ended up thinking about her all day long. The first thing I did after I came home was check with my friend (who knows her) if she finally knew for sure my feelings for her, but it seems that she doesn't. It looks like my efforts that day went pretty well though. I had trouble both doing homework and sleeping that night because of thoughts for her, and, even now, still I think and wait.
I used to really regret not going on the track team, since there are so many good people there, but lately Wig 'n' Whiskers has really become like a family. Rehearsals are often long and tiring, but almost always are the highlight of my day, even though now we're doing difficult dancing (for me at least ^_^). My main part in the play (Sweet Charity) is as one of Daddy Brubeck's assistants in Act II, which is a really fun part, and my minor parts are as the Married Man in the very beginning of the play and Manfred, the butler (also a good part). Today I just discovered, however, that while in the Fandango Ballroom where guys basically choose which girl to hire to dance with them, there's this music just for me when I walk all the way down the row of girls, looking at them and dismissing them (including the main character), until I finally decide to choose the girl at the end. I think it's the funniest thing because it's so out of my character and unexpected. Plus, it's pretty important even though I don't say anything. My dance partner is Romina; we got considerably lost quite a few times, but I think it's coming together.
It also seems that recently I've met so many wonderful people in WNW. Ivan, Mike (Daddy Brubeck), Angelo, Sebastian, Alex, Ashley Lippolis, Mary, Shridavy, Jackie, Melissa, Christine, Nicole DiStefano, Shana, Jess: all of them are amazing. And Daisy, Lauren, and Diane have been with me since the very beginning. It seems like an aeon ago that I was nervous about starting dance for the first show, and tentative about it being in the cafeteria. And longer still that I was terrified about upcoming auditions. Now I just love the musical and all the people in it.
Mid-winter recess is so close; I'm going to Florida from Saturday to the following Saturday and I can practically feel myself there already. Disney World and Universal Studios Florida. I don't care what anyone says: I love amusement parks and I can't wait to get to those huge places. Two more slow, slow days, complete with plenty of tests and assignments.
And all the time waiting for her answer. I really hope she realizes soon.
~the simple words of Legacy