You'd think by the third time

[colddayinjuly]

It would be easier, or say, I would learn my lesson. But it isn't. An perhaps this time I did.  I'm listening to all my older music, Kimya Regina, Mira. They are all fabulous. But I have to say Beirut is amazing. Makes me want to be in my forrest house. That is my dream. I don't want to be totally isolate from civilization, just less attached and dependent.

Break Time:
Why am I surprised
Lies and Bullshit and Bullshit and Lies
You'd think I'd give up after so many tries
my fingers on the trigger
and my eyes are on the prize
(Kimya Dawson)

I'm good now.