something

[coldbluesong]

something is in the air today.
it's making my stomach quesy.
i feel like i can't get off.
i feel like i can't stop.

too loud to think today.
the world is too loud.
i want silence.
it hurts to pray through chapped lips.

the cold is coming and its relentless.
burning and stinging my body.
wind and wet always sweet talk through my clothes.
hairs on my leg are quivering.

i'm afraid of tomorrow.
what will it bring?
my dreams merge into reality.
the hero never gets the girl.

the villian is always simpler.
the hero complex.
twisted licorice never judges.
but she always knows who's stronger.

i will get up tomorrow.
i will work and stress.
i will study and clean.
i will play with the few min i have left.
i will toss and turn.

i will get up again...