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its official: sleepless nights& no one to talk to=craaap.
im STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSED TO THE XTREEEME!!!!!!!!KAJDSLFJALSFDJLSAFD. im telling my mom tomorrow 'bout my C. shithsdfucksfjdlsafdammit. :[ im stressed entirely. its not even the grounded thing. its the, "disappointment." & all the lectures that come along with it. PLUS. im gonna miss halloween. BUMMER! but, its fine. cauuuseee, halloweens an icky-bad memory holidaay anyway. mmmmm. i hava headache from too much pop&, screaaaaming. yehhh. i was screaaaming. to music fool. i watchhed a scary movie today& cleaared my thouughts. i also laughed til my stomaach hurt& DYED MY HURR. whatwhat! :] EEKKKK. i haaate school. but, who doesnt? im in the mood for dancing& wearing ruby red lipstick with my black dress& high boots. someone join me? i did 20 pushups todaayyy. ya. cause im strong like thaat. i also, hurt my leg& limped arouuund. my mom called me a cripple& laughed at me. so, i told her that her breathe smelled& that i didnt like her very much. then i felt bad& said it didnt smell "that bad." i wanna do a good deed. & i wanna hug a boyy& not let go. i found some old pictures todaayy. their cute. :] they're not that old i spose. a coupla months. when i actually had a bestfriend to rely on& talk withhhh. not that i dont have amaazing friends now. but, i guess its just kinda....lonely? i want a real bestfriend. not one that'll ditch me when something better comes along. & yaaa. i have jaared. but hes not womanly enouugh. sometimes, i just needa girl to chat with. whaatever.
im gonna watch roseanne& paint my naaails.
p.s. you're the losherish person ive ever met. lets dance? <3 <3
im STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSED TO THE XTREEEME!!!!!!!!KAJDSLFJALSFDJLSAFD. im telling my mom tomorrow 'bout my C. shithsdfucksfjdlsafdammit. :[ im stressed entirely. its not even the grounded thing. its the, "disappointment." & all the lectures that come along with it. PLUS. im gonna miss halloween. BUMMER! but, its fine. cauuuseee, halloweens an icky-bad memory holidaay anyway. mmmmm. i hava headache from too much pop&, screaaaaming. yehhh. i was screaaaming. to music fool. i watchhed a scary movie today& cleaared my thouughts. i also laughed til my stomaach hurt& DYED MY HURR. whatwhat! :] EEKKKK. i haaate school. but, who doesnt? im in the mood for dancing& wearing ruby red lipstick with my black dress& high boots. someone join me? i did 20 pushups todaayyy. ya. cause im strong like thaat. i also, hurt my leg& limped arouuund. my mom called me a cripple& laughed at me. so, i told her that her breathe smelled& that i didnt like her very much. then i felt bad& said it didnt smell "that bad." i wanna do a good deed. & i wanna hug a boyy& not let go. i found some old pictures todaayy. their cute. :] they're not that old i spose. a coupla months. when i actually had a bestfriend to rely on& talk withhhh. not that i dont have amaazing friends now. but, i guess its just kinda....lonely? i want a real bestfriend. not one that'll ditch me when something better comes along. & yaaa. i have jaared. but hes not womanly enouugh. sometimes, i just needa girl to chat with. whaatever.
im gonna watch roseanne& paint my naaails.
p.s. you're the losherish person ive ever met. lets dance? <3 <3