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last night was the bloodbrothers/coheed concert. amazing? mmhmm. me& michaela got our groove on. & the bands were amaazing. 'cept the first one. it was devil worshiping. i swear. im stayying home tonight.
night with my mommy? yep!
i jump to conclusions sometimes. & i regret it too.
even though i may fight with someone. & say i hate them.
i dont. the truth? i couldnt love them more.
i guess love& hate are alike in that way? no matter how you feel towards them, their still on your mind constantly.
also; i was thinking about how i THOUUUGHT i liked this boy? SAYWHAAA. when i like a boy. i dont have to convince myself i like him. & it doesnt take me 2 weeks to finally like him. i just know. & i know i like him, before he even feels the same. so, i guess i just wanted to like this boyy. i really didnt.
which got me to thinkin? what typa boy do i like.
cauuusee, the last time i actually liked a boy. was nearly forever ago.
so here it is:
-a boy who will understand that sometimes, i just want to be with my girlies.
-who will insist on paying for me, but in the end, let me win. cause he knows i hate that.
-who will spend 5 hrs. with me& then call me to make shure i got home safely.
-who will give me my space when i need it, & tell me when he needs his.
- who wont want to get off the phone as soon as theres an awkward silence.
-a boy who will stay home on friday nighhts& talk to me all night on the phone cause im grounded.
-ill say something dumb, & he'll give me a sarcastic remark back. because, he knows i love sarcasm.
-we can make fun of eachother, but never go overboard.
-if i do get grounded, he wont get mad that we cant hang out& he'll realize its worth the wait.
-he'll tell me things. & when he makes a promise, he'll keep it.
-he'll go to shows with me, & wont make fun of me when i wanna boogie.
-his family will know all about me, & he'll introduce me as his girlfriend.
- he wont give me a bullshit story about things getting "too serious."
- he'll realize that sometimes i overreact. & he'll tell me when im being dumb& need to get over it.
-if we fight, he'll kiss me& we'll realize that we were both being idiots.
- he'll help me with my homework when i need it, but wont think im dumb cause i dont understand something.
-he'll think my imperfections are cute.
-who will spin around in circles in the middle of the street with me, & we'll both be too dizzy to speak.
-a boy that wouldnt get mad if i called him while he was sleeping just cause i wanted to say hi.
-we'll make wishes when we see a shooting star or when its 11:11.
-he'll understand that sometimes i need things to be explained to me. & he'll love doing it.
-he'll find out where all my ticklish spots are& he'll touch my back when im not expecting it, cause he knows it gives me goosebumps.
-a boy that will call me baby.
-if im out of line, hes not afraid to call me on it.
-we'de sit outside with a blanket& the rain pouring down. or lay on the couch with all the lights off.
-he'll show me things that he loves. & ill love them too.
-he'll know all my secrets& ill know all his.
-we'll trust eachother.
-he'll race me& slide down slides with me.
-ide trip him& hede trip me back.
-he'll give me his jacket, even though hes freezing his butt off.
-ill wake up& get a text from him.
-when i talk to him on the phone, i can tell hes smiling.
-he calls me. but likes when i call him more.
-he'll let me borrow his movies only if i promise to watch them with him.
-hes quiet, but me& him talk about everything.
-he'll do silly things for me just to make me laugh.
-he'll walk me to my class.
-he knows whem im sad. & tries his hardest to cheer me up.
-he knows im just a big geek& he loves it.
-he'll stick up for me, & ill do the same.
-if i make a mistake, he's the first one to help me through it.
- he'll kiss me in the rain.& dance with me, if were in the middle of nowhere with no music.
-we'll roll down hills& he'll kiss my chapped lips.
-we'll play games& ill tell him all the little details about my day.
-a hand holder& a close cuddler.
he'll tell me he loves me. & ill love him even more.
we argue about it. & ill win. even though he wont admit it.
i think ive met this boy. & already screwed it over?
probaaably?
yep. <3 <3
night with my mommy? yep!
i jump to conclusions sometimes. & i regret it too.
even though i may fight with someone. & say i hate them.
i dont. the truth? i couldnt love them more.
i guess love& hate are alike in that way? no matter how you feel towards them, their still on your mind constantly.
also; i was thinking about how i THOUUUGHT i liked this boy? SAYWHAAA. when i like a boy. i dont have to convince myself i like him. & it doesnt take me 2 weeks to finally like him. i just know. & i know i like him, before he even feels the same. so, i guess i just wanted to like this boyy. i really didnt.
which got me to thinkin? what typa boy do i like.
cauuusee, the last time i actually liked a boy. was nearly forever ago.
so here it is:
-a boy who will understand that sometimes, i just want to be with my girlies.
-who will insist on paying for me, but in the end, let me win. cause he knows i hate that.
-who will spend 5 hrs. with me& then call me to make shure i got home safely.
-who will give me my space when i need it, & tell me when he needs his.
- who wont want to get off the phone as soon as theres an awkward silence.
-a boy who will stay home on friday nighhts& talk to me all night on the phone cause im grounded.
-ill say something dumb, & he'll give me a sarcastic remark back. because, he knows i love sarcasm.
-we can make fun of eachother, but never go overboard.
-if i do get grounded, he wont get mad that we cant hang out& he'll realize its worth the wait.
-he'll tell me things. & when he makes a promise, he'll keep it.
-he'll go to shows with me, & wont make fun of me when i wanna boogie.
-his family will know all about me, & he'll introduce me as his girlfriend.
- he wont give me a bullshit story about things getting "too serious."
- he'll realize that sometimes i overreact. & he'll tell me when im being dumb& need to get over it.
-if we fight, he'll kiss me& we'll realize that we were both being idiots.
- he'll help me with my homework when i need it, but wont think im dumb cause i dont understand something.
-he'll think my imperfections are cute.
-who will spin around in circles in the middle of the street with me, & we'll both be too dizzy to speak.
-a boy that wouldnt get mad if i called him while he was sleeping just cause i wanted to say hi.
-we'll make wishes when we see a shooting star or when its 11:11.
-he'll understand that sometimes i need things to be explained to me. & he'll love doing it.
-he'll find out where all my ticklish spots are& he'll touch my back when im not expecting it, cause he knows it gives me goosebumps.
-a boy that will call me baby.
-if im out of line, hes not afraid to call me on it.
-we'de sit outside with a blanket& the rain pouring down. or lay on the couch with all the lights off.
-he'll show me things that he loves. & ill love them too.
-he'll know all my secrets& ill know all his.
-we'll trust eachother.
-he'll race me& slide down slides with me.
-ide trip him& hede trip me back.
-he'll give me his jacket, even though hes freezing his butt off.
-ill wake up& get a text from him.
-when i talk to him on the phone, i can tell hes smiling.
-he calls me. but likes when i call him more.
-he'll let me borrow his movies only if i promise to watch them with him.
-hes quiet, but me& him talk about everything.
-he'll do silly things for me just to make me laugh.
-he'll walk me to my class.
-he knows whem im sad. & tries his hardest to cheer me up.
-he knows im just a big geek& he loves it.
-he'll stick up for me, & ill do the same.
-if i make a mistake, he's the first one to help me through it.
- he'll kiss me in the rain.& dance with me, if were in the middle of nowhere with no music.
-we'll roll down hills& he'll kiss my chapped lips.
-we'll play games& ill tell him all the little details about my day.
-a hand holder& a close cuddler.
he'll tell me he loves me. & ill love him even more.
we argue about it. & ill win. even though he wont admit it.
i think ive met this boy. & already screwed it over?
probaaably?
yep. <3 <3