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mkaaaaaaay.
i have to give jared mad props for being the only person to make me smile last night.
i have to give edita mad props for being my bffeae, coming home in 3 days, & taking me to mexico& just,being my favorite person ever.
i have to give char mad props because she can say some bitches cooler then you&, cause she makes me UNsingle.
i have to give bailee mad props for being strong.
i have to give clizzle mad props for going to california& being so rad.
i have to give riss mad props because shes seen me without makeup, in my pajamas, & pathetic like& still loves me.
i have to give matt mad props cause hes a loser& it just works for him.
&i have to give devon mad props cause he doesnt care&, i wish i could do that.
i admire you all. i admire other people too, its just that those kids are in my head right now. yeeeeeep. im absolutely in love w/ rufio. who isnt? i mean, c'mon. ive recently felt butterflies. i love/hate that feeling? their amaaaaazing, but at the same time, not. same w/ when your stomach drops? get it? whhhhhatevaaaaa.
i have a question: ohkay. if i want to tell this person something, but am afraid of rejection or what they might say then, should i just deal w/them not knowing? or tell them? because, if im already expecting the worse then i should just tell them right? &, its better then keeping it all bottled up inside? or, am i just being dumb& i shouldnt tell them? shooooooooooooooot. confused? yehyeah.
well. that was pointless.
tell me a story! DOIT.DOIT.
enough. <3 <3
i have to give jared mad props for being the only person to make me smile last night.
i have to give edita mad props for being my bffeae, coming home in 3 days, & taking me to mexico& just,being my favorite person ever.
i have to give char mad props because she can say some bitches cooler then you&, cause she makes me UNsingle.
i have to give bailee mad props for being strong.
i have to give clizzle mad props for going to california& being so rad.
i have to give riss mad props because shes seen me without makeup, in my pajamas, & pathetic like& still loves me.
i have to give matt mad props cause hes a loser& it just works for him.
&i have to give devon mad props cause he doesnt care&, i wish i could do that.
i admire you all. i admire other people too, its just that those kids are in my head right now. yeeeeeep. im absolutely in love w/ rufio. who isnt? i mean, c'mon. ive recently felt butterflies. i love/hate that feeling? their amaaaaazing, but at the same time, not. same w/ when your stomach drops? get it? whhhhhatevaaaaa.
i have a question: ohkay. if i want to tell this person something, but am afraid of rejection or what they might say then, should i just deal w/them not knowing? or tell them? because, if im already expecting the worse then i should just tell them right? &, its better then keeping it all bottled up inside? or, am i just being dumb& i shouldnt tell them? shooooooooooooooot. confused? yehyeah.
well. that was pointless.
tell me a story! DOIT.DOIT.
enough. <3 <3