Apr 24, 2010 17:32
i am going completely out of my mind.
i just finished my detox off methadone and i feel like shit.
i need friends, SO badly. living here with all these lame people is driving me insane. you think im being a picky bitch? everyone here talks about getting drunk and hooking up with each other. seriously, they fuck each other like its nothing! I NEED OUT. NOW.
i am so homesick. oh my god.. sooo homesick. i miss everyone so badly. for my own sanity i need to go home for a weekend. i dont care how it happens, but it needs to fucking happen.
also, ever since i got off the methadone, ive been really reminiscent. i miss everyone. i miss everything. and because ive been gone for so long, very few ppl care to talk with me anymore. out of sight, out of mind. i understand it, it happens to everyone. but i really need a fucking friend...
haha not to sound emo or anything
otherwise, i really want to start working with homeless youth.