Feb 25, 2010 23:23
Something's wrong with my brain.
I'm really depressed and emotional.
The slightest things are making me weepy.
My head hurts. When I think about how much my head hurts, I get weepy.
I would like to stay in bed and not go to work tomorrow but I fear if I do, I'll never get out of bed again.
And yet, if you asked me if I was sad, I'm not. I'm not sad. Just depressed.
Is there a difference or am I trying to justify something?
My thought process is wonky these days.
I was having trouble sleeping and then for 10 days straight, I had no problem sleeping and staying asleep until my alarm went off.
Tonight, I feel like I'll be up all night.
I wish my phone would ring and someone would stay up talking to me until I fell asleep or felt better. I wish I had someone I could ring who would stay up with me until I fell asleep or felt better. I wish I could shut my brain off, even for a minute or two.