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I've had another change of mind this new years, especially since i just turned 20.
I don't know why, but now I feel like every move and decision is so crucial to what will happen to me within the next two years.
Now that I am 20, my life feels like its coming at me faster than light. Up until recently I thought I knew what I wanted to do right after my undergraduate--go to grad school, intern, pass my dietitian exam, and get a job, then after that who knows...I still wanna follow that same plan, but now after spending sometime with my older sister I feel like maybe I wanna try and get into law school. part of me has always wanted to go to UT and to be part of UT Law would be a tremendous achievement, but i feel like I am not smart enough, that i dont have the stress level that my sister has, or that i would completely fail at it...then what if i go through all of that and then don't even pass the Bar.
When i asked my sister if I have what it takes, she said that I could get into law school, maybe not into UT but a slightly easier one. UH has one, but there is that one bigger desire to put myself through UT even if it meant more debt, more stress, anxiety, and less of a life (ha).
there's a lot of things running through my mind, especially decisions like these. I am strong person, even though I do freak out at times, but I know that once I am in, there will be no turning back. I would finish, and would pour my heart into my studies, focusing on what needs to be done.
Should I take this leap of faith and just try?
I don't know why, but now I feel like every move and decision is so crucial to what will happen to me within the next two years.
Now that I am 20, my life feels like its coming at me faster than light. Up until recently I thought I knew what I wanted to do right after my undergraduate--go to grad school, intern, pass my dietitian exam, and get a job, then after that who knows...I still wanna follow that same plan, but now after spending sometime with my older sister I feel like maybe I wanna try and get into law school. part of me has always wanted to go to UT and to be part of UT Law would be a tremendous achievement, but i feel like I am not smart enough, that i dont have the stress level that my sister has, or that i would completely fail at it...then what if i go through all of that and then don't even pass the Bar.
When i asked my sister if I have what it takes, she said that I could get into law school, maybe not into UT but a slightly easier one. UH has one, but there is that one bigger desire to put myself through UT even if it meant more debt, more stress, anxiety, and less of a life (ha).
there's a lot of things running through my mind, especially decisions like these. I am strong person, even though I do freak out at times, but I know that once I am in, there will be no turning back. I would finish, and would pour my heart into my studies, focusing on what needs to be done.
Should I take this leap of faith and just try?