summer breeze--passing by
tomorrow i leave back to houston and am so excited to see everyone again!
packing is a really big bitch right now though. i dont know what clothes to take
especially with all my stupid UH running gear. we get new gear every year so i see no point
in having to take everything... you get me?
::sigh:: my summer went by pretty fast and was well a little too dull.
i guess i need to learn to relax and not let running control my life so much. i feel like i miss out on a lot of stuff bc of it..
i must say though that i feel that my endurance is a lot stronger because of my coach's crazy 13/14 mile runs he has us doing!
i am also really skinny because of them. im trying to eat more, but its pretty hard for me. i just keep sweating everything off! hopefully i can put on some weight when i get back to school. yesterday my sister told me that i did look underweight and went off about me & my amenorrhea. i wanted to cry! i hate when people obsess over the way i look or worry too much about melike that. it makes me very uneasy. i swear i wanted to just run away and lay in my bed until the embarassment melted away...
since i last updated not much has happened, except i had a huge fight with my mom last week about her craziness. we had gotten into it so bad that we didnt speak for a week and yesterday was the first time we spoke to each other. today we're pretty normal again. i dont wan to leave without being nice to mom. i love my mom, but i think i didnt talk to her because i wanted for her to understand that i am getting older and am a young adult now. for crying out loud, i'll be 20 in january!
hopefully this fall semester will help me grow a little bit more & i really do hope that i have a little more fun.
KINGS OF LEON october 6th should be waaaay awesome!
packing is a really big bitch right now though. i dont know what clothes to take
especially with all my stupid UH running gear. we get new gear every year so i see no point
in having to take everything... you get me?
::sigh:: my summer went by pretty fast and was well a little too dull.
i guess i need to learn to relax and not let running control my life so much. i feel like i miss out on a lot of stuff bc of it..
i must say though that i feel that my endurance is a lot stronger because of my coach's crazy 13/14 mile runs he has us doing!
i am also really skinny because of them. im trying to eat more, but its pretty hard for me. i just keep sweating everything off! hopefully i can put on some weight when i get back to school. yesterday my sister told me that i did look underweight and went off about me & my amenorrhea. i wanted to cry! i hate when people obsess over the way i look or worry too much about melike that. it makes me very uneasy. i swear i wanted to just run away and lay in my bed until the embarassment melted away...
since i last updated not much has happened, except i had a huge fight with my mom last week about her craziness. we had gotten into it so bad that we didnt speak for a week and yesterday was the first time we spoke to each other. today we're pretty normal again. i dont wan to leave without being nice to mom. i love my mom, but i think i didnt talk to her because i wanted for her to understand that i am getting older and am a young adult now. for crying out loud, i'll be 20 in january!
hopefully this fall semester will help me grow a little bit more & i really do hope that i have a little more fun.
KINGS OF LEON october 6th should be waaaay awesome!