Meep.
Back with my parents for the few days before I leave. Tonight, we had a pseudo-Christmas, with proper dinner, tree and presents. It was good, but I did have to avoid thinking about how upset my mom's probably going to be on actual-Christmas. First time in the history of my family that we won't be together for it. :(
Speaking of things I'm avoiding thinking about, I have a knot of pure panic in my stomach about this going away thing. Don't get me wrong, it's going to be great to see people again, and hurrah! for sunshine, but...well. It's taken a lot of stress to get to this point, and I'd be a fool not to question whether it's worth it.
Speaking of things I'm avoiding thinking about, I have a knot of pure panic in my stomach about this going away thing. Don't get me wrong, it's going to be great to see people again, and hurrah! for sunshine, but...well. It's taken a lot of stress to get to this point, and I'd be a fool not to question whether it's worth it.