sleep is for the happy ones

[codename_tophat]

I'm happy but i still hate things...funny how that works..there are a couple bad events that happened within the time period of the last month..i need to reverse them but i have not the time nore the way to do so...and i feel sad sometimes even though i smile and laugh im sad and i know it..i know why but i wont admit it...i will never admit it...not the true reason because it is pathetic and thats the last thing i need...but i am happy..life is going well...i start college again this summer...work is ok...the friends i still talk to are good...my late nights are now interesting again thanks to someone....theres something still missing and yet again i will not share this with everyone...i hope it fades away...but for now i have work and need my sleep so i can spend my nights awake...so long and goodnight

love
derrick