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Love.Who knows about another's love? The more you love,the more you know the burnt out loss of love, the more you heed the silence of unknowing in the face of another's spiritual bondage. Just a little excerpt from Anne rice's "blood canticle"...such a good book and i just finished reading it.Life is good right now andit has been since wednesday. I dont know this is the best ive felt in awhile since the month and some of happiness i had earlier this year.i spent time with cindy which im starting to enjoy alot. The last few years have been fast for me and i keep with the same pattern diving head first into things with no sense of whats beneath me. I had something wonderful in life and i went and messed it up by being greedy in a sense and just by not taking my time in things. I should know by know but i didnt...there truly arent that many wonderful people in this life but i know i had one of them for a small moment in time.I truly wish i could of taken it slow...let things prosper and evolve instead of pushing them to.I guess ive said enough about this so i will just say i hope she is happy she deserves as much as anyone of my friends...happy with everyone..everything...and happiness is what she needs...to smile is what she needs and oh she does it so beautifully...i seriously wish the best for steph...and i hope shes happy. me on the other hand i am taking things slow.....life will continue slow relationships...everything i will think out im tired of ruining things because i rush it...im happy right now...with everything except my job but he who likes work eh?...but yes until further notice i will take this life one step at a time..thats the way it has to be...tomorrow is another day off i need to go to the thrift store to buy clothes..im rambling and will go play xbox now...i miss all my friends...so long and goodnight.
love
derrick
love
derrick