imagine if geese had geass. seriously.
::The Basics::
1.Name: Kelly~
2.Nickname(s): Elly, K squared, 'twin,' 'fukutaichou.'
3.Age: 19.
4.Gender: Femme.
5.Likes: Writing, especially poetry; literature, anime (obviously), philosophy, psychology, debating, very close friendships/relationships, some areas of science (the brain, slight bits of astronomy, etc). I like speculating about the world and trying to deepen my understanding of things. And I have a random fascination with public transportation. Just...observing people and sharing that space in time. I also love talking about the past.
6.Dislikes: Prejudice, ignorance, being seen as inferior/being underestimated, apathy, arrogance/pretension, insensitivity/cruelty, jerks in general, boredom, people who don't have any sense of identity, those who smother me. People who can't control their tempers. Anything boring or bland.
7.Fears: Not reaching the most of my potential (mostly in regards to my craft of writing, but also of being a good human being); dying alone, ridicule, losing the people dearest to me.
8.Goals/Dreams: To make the most of whatever talent in writing I have; do the best I can to contribute to my social causes and to the development of my friends. Make a name for myself. Be happy.
9.Talents: I'd...like to think I'm good at writing. At least decent.
10.Hobbies: Pretty much what I listed under likes.
11.Strong Points: I'm quirky, and thrive on having a unique identity ♥ Being my own person is very important to me. I'm passionate and invest a lot in the things that matter most to me. Intelligent, curious, creative, contemplative; trustworthy, and, when given reason, I'm deathly loyal. I care a lot about the ones closest to me. Idealistic. I own up to my flaws. I stay true to my ideals and morals.
12.Weak Points: I can kind of be a moody mess, oops. Easily envious. Paranoid and distrustful, but when I do let people in, I cling, and I become less independent than I'd like. Possessive. An ugly, but repressed, temper. And oh god do I become challenging if I don't like an order given to me. I like reasons for things, and if I don't get one, I become very insistent & stubborn on questioning the command. Indecisive & fickle, despite being opinionated. Insecure, and I can't let go of things.
13.Your General mood: (Calm? Quiet? Happy? Hyper?) I...don't think I have one XD; I'm literally all over the place. I wouldn't say hyper, but I wouldn't say calm either. I'm always a bit nervous/neurotic about things. And I definitely slide between quiet and loud depending on the company. I need to learn to balance between insecurity/passivity and my more stubborn, rough but determined side. I'm too passive-aggressive otherwise =/
14.What's your personality in three to six words: Quirky, intense, vulnerable, melodramatic, challenging, imaginative.
::Favorite::
15.Color: Red. It's just so strong and passionate and bright no matter the shade <3
16.Animal/Bug: Penguins & Pandas. Hello, cute.
17.Food: It used to be ice cream (cookie dough!), but now...does chocolate count? XD;
18.Sport/Game: I used to adore watching Ice/Figure Skating as a kid. The balance of passion and grace, the pretty costumes & awesome music, the discipline, dedication, intensity...to see those tricks they do, it's just so epic.
19.Quote: Twooo. Either "Go to Heaven for Climate, and Hell for society" by Mark Twain--a reminder to live it up, be irreverent now and then, don't be boring of all things--or "If you cannot get rid of the family skeleton, you may as well make it dance" by Shaw; shake things up. Make the most of what you have.
20.Code Geass Character and why: Lelouch (CLICHE ANSWER IS CLICHE :| ). I appreciate how dramatic and over the top he is as our protagonist, honestly. The Byronic Hero deal really works for him and it appeals to me, how he illustrates it. That darkness and richness, but to also be deeply flawed: I like having a protagonist where so many different interpretations are possible. I also am partial to Euphie, though, because of her struggle to be independent; I sympathize. Also, I ♥ Mao. A lot.
::Least Favorite::
21.Color: Tan. 's boring.
22.Animal/Bug: Any bug like, ever. Especially wasps and the like.
23.Food: Meatloaf. So. much. hate.
24.Sport/Game: I don't think I care enough to have one, honestly.
25.Code Geass Character and why: Schniezel. He just doesn't do anything for me, honestly. It used to be Suzaku, because I couldn't stand how blindly obedient he was (especially to some of the more ridiculous orders), but his breakdown really intrigued me and made me more sympathetic to him. Rolo also kind of had that effect on me. But Nunally--I'm not crazy about her, either, honestly.
::Are you::
26.Mature or Immature: This questions gives me so many problems. I'm mature in that...I know my flaws, and aim to work on them. I'm immature in that I can't handle my emotions properly, and stumble on my own two feet a lot. But if I had to pick, mature, for the self-awareness I have.
27.a Leader or Follower: I'm a leader only in that I don't bow down to others when it conflicts with my own ideals; I stand my ground, although I do have a bossy streak, but I'm not great with organizing people. I'm not really a follower either; I just do my own thing, really.
28.Optimistic or Pessimistic: The latter in regards to myself only; the former when it comes to the world. I tend to be more faithful that things will work out somehow, for whatever reason. Any contempt I may hold for humanity arises because I love them too much to not care when they do something stupid.
29.Outgoing or Shy: Shy. I prefer others to approach me.
::Do you prefer::
30.Night or Day: Night night night. I'm such a night owl. I feel half nocturnal at this point. I just love having it to myself when the rest of the world sleeps, and it's when I feel most alive.
31.Chess or Checkers: I've...never really played either. But chess seems more interesting, although I'd no doubt fail at it. Oh, strategy.
32.Winter, Fall, Spring or Summer: Winter and summer. Winter for the holiday excitement, and summer for the break it offers.
33.Hanging out with a lot of people or just a few: Just a few for sure. Less people to feel awkward around, and it's easier to concentrate on just a few. You get more in depth conversations that way, I think.
34.Spending sometime with family once in a while or not: Once in a while is nice. We have our issues. But I'd still like to see them.
35.Having fun or doing something somewhere quiet: You can't have fun being quiet? XD; I like my balance. I like my thrills more than people realize; I cheer my ass off at events (but not high pitched-like; that's just annoying), and like to get really into things. I like excitement and endorphin high moments. But I also like a lot of time to myself to recharge from it all.
::If You::
36.If you had the power of Geass, what would it do? My friends joke I have a 'cute geass' because of my puppy eyes and ability to guilt people into things, but that sounds too much like Lelouch's, the ordering...I think I would have a moral conflict over using geass, but if I did have it, it'd be...oh, maybe it'd force people to not recognize me/not see me, perception wise. So I can be sneaky~
37.If you had the choice of being born Eleven (Japanese) or Britannian, which would you choose and why? Whichever results in me being a better person. On one hand, as a Britannian, I have greater privilege and more resources; but if it'd cause me to become prejudiced and narrow sighted, forget it. As an Eleven/Japanese, I'd have less tools available to me to develop...but if it'd grant me a less closed off view of the world, then so be it.
::Last 3::
38.Include a picture or describe yourself: Meh. I'm really pale, which I used to dislike, but it's so part of who I am by now I can't imagine myself without it. Average height; pretty skinny. Dirty blond boring hair, but I've been told I have interesting eyes..they're light, kind of dull, really, a weird greenish almost blue color, but there's some yellow circled around the black.
39.Anything else: Nope~
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