Whoa...

[coconilla]

Sitting in CIS again...John is absent. Geez, he will never get caught up! Last night Ryan dicked me over pretty bad. I still waited home for him to call...TYPICAL! ((lol)) Uhhm, Katelyn and Gary were over. We had fun I guess. I miss being with Ryan though..I wish he didn't have to work so much...selfish..I know, but I miss him. He is coming over today after football =) I am cited! I am going to decorate Paul's locker after school, and then jet down to my aunts, cause I have a hair appt. After that...Ryan will be at my house... Yessss! He's my lovely! Anywhoo..There's nothing really to talk about I guess. Except oh yeah, my heart hurts! There's a reason.. I can't really say out in the open. The reason is in my real journal..The one with the REEEAALLY juicy stuff. HAHA. ::yu can't read it! =)~:: But all I'm going to say is.. I saw and heard soemthing that made my heart jump out of my chest. I couldn't take it... I actually had tears in my eyes.. It was bad!

I dunno.. I will right back tonight.

xo.
It's Amaazing!