What should I do?
So what do you do when you realize that you realy don't like who you've become? You go through hard times and they make you rougher around the edges; you just get so fed up with things that you give up; you stop communicating with close friends and they think you use them.
Ellen's hurt and with rightful cause. I'm cynical about relationships and I just want to give up. Everything else just seems like a waste of time and I just can't get over that hill no matter what I do.
How do you make yourself better? Who do you talk to? What do you do to smooth out the waves?
My first thought is to turn to God. But I've been so unsatisfied with what I've been faced with. I don't have a church, I don't ahve a home- I don't even know if I have a faith anymore. I believe and I pray but it feels hollow. Have I lost myself again? I see Sarah and she has this increadible faith. She sees God in everything; rejoices in everything. You can SEE her joy. But what is it that I'm fighting? Why can't I get over that wall? Why does my faith make me so uncomfortable? AAAAAhhhh!
Ellen's hurt and with rightful cause. I'm cynical about relationships and I just want to give up. Everything else just seems like a waste of time and I just can't get over that hill no matter what I do.
How do you make yourself better? Who do you talk to? What do you do to smooth out the waves?
My first thought is to turn to God. But I've been so unsatisfied with what I've been faced with. I don't have a church, I don't ahve a home- I don't even know if I have a faith anymore. I believe and I pray but it feels hollow. Have I lost myself again? I see Sarah and she has this increadible faith. She sees God in everything; rejoices in everything. You can SEE her joy. But what is it that I'm fighting? Why can't I get over that wall? Why does my faith make me so uncomfortable? AAAAAhhhh!