Long time no talkie

Apr 27, 2005 16:35

I'm sitting here in my room totally by myself- really alone and really quiet.

On the flip side, I have a 10 page paper to write three finals to study for and no time at all to see Alex.

His parents are going to be in town for his sisters graduation and I'm not sure if I'm going to be in Seattle or not. I want to be -but then again, why would I want to leave here? I can't. Especially with all the studying I have to do.

My life seems so empty right now. I don't really feel like i've gotten anything from here, or from this semester. Going home doesn't seem like the right thing for me to do either. Why is that? I want to go home right? I need to go home. What is it that I'm looking for? Why can't I feel anything?

No I'm not depressed. I'm lonely and looking for someone to "get" me. Alex doesn't seem to get that- he isn't that kind of person anyway. What is it that I'm asking of him?

I'm too tired to think of anymore right now. I'm done...and over it.

Keepin' it real for our favorite fish named Masta
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