Sexy Opinion: The right thing to do
I find myself at a curious and irritating crossroads in life, where most everything is (or at least, should) be going my way, and yet for a number of reasons, I'm never entirely clear on what the right thing to do is. This permeates all aspects of my life, from getting what I want to eat at the pit (which I've mostly concluded is impossible), to getting into all of the classes I want (that goddamn philosophy class) to my interactions with other people (no specific examples this time, sorry).
I'm paralyzed mostly by a lack of information. My high school experience, while certainly well rounded in terms of education, was sorely lacking in a less academic sense, and while I'm certainly decent at relating to people, I'd be hard pressed to come up with a successful relationship.
Well, I wouldn't really be hard pressed. I haven't had any. The most successful thus far was amanda, and I told her to not call me anymore two days ago, so I'm sure we all can see how well that's gone for me.
Thus, I'm constantly afraid of doing the wrong thing (if I could even figure out what the wrong thing is), but I haven't really had the trial and error I so often rely on to figure out what the things are. I'm also faced with a number of problems, some of which mine and some of which not, which I'd dearly love to solve, but I can barely get a grasp on what the problems are, let alone if a solution even exists. I'm worried about probably all the things I don't need to be, and I'm afraid I don't care about the things that might matter.
I wonder if life ever gets any more clear or understandable. From past experience, I'd have to say no.
I wish we could just be in orientation all year long.
edit: Buh. And then it all works out in the end, and it really does end up happy, I guess. I'm just stupid and worried about shit that I don't need to be.
I'm paralyzed mostly by a lack of information. My high school experience, while certainly well rounded in terms of education, was sorely lacking in a less academic sense, and while I'm certainly decent at relating to people, I'd be hard pressed to come up with a successful relationship.
Well, I wouldn't really be hard pressed. I haven't had any. The most successful thus far was amanda, and I told her to not call me anymore two days ago, so I'm sure we all can see how well that's gone for me.
Thus, I'm constantly afraid of doing the wrong thing (if I could even figure out what the wrong thing is), but I haven't really had the trial and error I so often rely on to figure out what the things are. I'm also faced with a number of problems, some of which mine and some of which not, which I'd dearly love to solve, but I can barely get a grasp on what the problems are, let alone if a solution even exists. I'm worried about probably all the things I don't need to be, and I'm afraid I don't care about the things that might matter.
I wonder if life ever gets any more clear or understandable. From past experience, I'd have to say no.
I wish we could just be in orientation all year long.
edit: Buh. And then it all works out in the end, and it really does end up happy, I guess. I'm just stupid and worried about shit that I don't need to be.