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so basically. i really want the last week of my job off. so i dont have to work it anymore. and deal with everyone knowing by business. which bloody fucking sucks by the way. but also just cuz ive barely seen the people i care about this summer. and its pretty much over before it began for me. but hey, the next one will be better. cuz i wont work this damn much. so well see how that goes. on a lighter note. my week off from the library was sweet. as i went out every day. and got pretty seriously crunk a few times. im sorta waiting for school. cuz itll be nice. to have a clean slate. and not have to deal with pre assumed drama and hate. i think itll be nice to be able to assume that everyone i meet i have a chance of liking (even though i wont, cuz im mildly antisocial). but hey, we'll see how it works out. to conclude. my life is pretty sweet. cuz despite useless crap. im still free. which is something i have an immense amount of appreciation for now. funny how even the threat of something being taken away makes you guard it with your life.