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I have other options.
It's not that i'm going after the only/first person who is showing an interest in me and showing me attention. If that were the case, i woulnd't want this one thing so bad. Or person, rather...
Other choices, possibly even better than the one that seems untangable. However, what I want does not seem to be an option. only one person knows what i'm talking about. And he means more to me than words can do justice. I don't want to scare him away, I'm just saying, i'm here.
I always will be.
Even if it means we can never be more, than what we are right now.
But right now, it means everything to me. So maybe that's enough.
I wouldn't mind having more, some day though.
I just hating waiting for what could be a ghost.
I just want to know, what's real, what exisist between us, in his mind, right now.
It's not that i'm going after the only/first person who is showing an interest in me and showing me attention. If that were the case, i woulnd't want this one thing so bad. Or person, rather...
Other choices, possibly even better than the one that seems untangable. However, what I want does not seem to be an option. only one person knows what i'm talking about. And he means more to me than words can do justice. I don't want to scare him away, I'm just saying, i'm here.
I always will be.
Even if it means we can never be more, than what we are right now.
But right now, it means everything to me. So maybe that's enough.
I wouldn't mind having more, some day though.
I just hating waiting for what could be a ghost.
I just want to know, what's real, what exisist between us, in his mind, right now.