May 07, 2005 00:43
Mmm. That last entry was hot wasn't it? I knew I'd relate mostly to Gail regardless, but I really just took that quiz so that I could have that picture in my journal. Mmm, mmm, sexy! ;) ! Tee hee! But any who... I have a question about a premonition I'm having about the near future of my life, but first let me explain a few things...
I have had this sour feeling lately in the pit of my stomach, that is telling me that I am in the middle of the eye. The eye, which is in the storm = my life. It's like that feeling one gets when they're in-between the surface and the bottom of a large pool of water, basically frozen... weightless and numb. Something is going to happen soon enough whether it be lead by the angel on my right shoulder or the succubus on my left, but I know something is going to happen. And seeing as how the succubus has been controlling my life lately, I feel like the angel has fallen cold. It feels as though to continue on with the bad line of things during this time in my life... whatever this something is, it's going to be something horrible. Am I wrong? Could it be good, but I feel as though it is bad because I'm just used to the bad things happening in my life? So would I WANT it to be something bad? Or am I just imagining things and blowing this whole intuition out of proportion? I pray that it's the last one, seeing as how I don't think I can handle any more debris. AH! My brain hurts... I'm gonna read. *kisses*