My cranky ass day
Alright so i was really cranky today because this kid that i like was being an asshole and he says he likes me but i mean it's hard to believe because when he doesnt realize im around he was giving out his phone number to this whore who works with us. i probably shouldn't be mad because we arent together but i am because i like him alot and wanna be with him i mean i was talking to him but couldn't tell him why i was mad at him, im afraid that he doesnt like me like everyone says he does.. But what i don't freaking understand is that if he "likes" me why would he wanna be getting other peoples phone numbers but then when he sees me hide the phone like im fucking stupid. I personally don't think he likes me theres nothing to like about me i fat and ugly and i dont care how many times people say im not, its how i feel and its my opinion and it's about myself i can say whatever i want..... i just dont know what to do anymore, but im giving up on him i know he doesnt like me and doesnt wanna go out with me so yeah im oka with that now.. i'll soon get over him
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