Nov 27, 2006 02:00
time to reflect...
...on the good, the bad, and the unsure.
most of team rosen went home for thanksgiving. i'm missed them a lot. i like that. it means we really have become a family. i couldn't be happier that i've found people down here.
i'm a little worried about grades. i hope i can somehow bring them up. i need to do well. i have to.
starting to worry about money. it seems like i just keep spending money on things, and that my bank account just keeps dropping lower and lower. i'm scared.
i think that when i come home, sara and i will have the same friendship as when we first became friends. i'm excited for that.
i spent thanksgiving with angie. it was the first thanksgiving without my family. but somehow, i still felt like i was with family. i love angie. i miss her a lot.
i can't stop listening to jack johnson and matt costa. they're quite possibly the two greatest artists ever in the history of john minneci.
everyone here has someone. i'm one of a small number of people who are single. it's very lonely. i think about it a lot.
similarly.. my mind is racing. three people are on my mind, and i can't stop thinking about them. past relationships, as well as non-existent, but desired relationships. coincidentally, each of their names start with the same letter. hmm.
so excited to come home and see everyone again. it's going to be perfect.
but.. can't i bring team rosen with me?
in january, i'm going to apply to be a character at disney. how awesome would it be to say you have a friend who's pluto at disney world?
i miss having stephanie around. i miss being stupid and silly with her.
i want to try and be a better person. i want to try and not cuss so much.
each time i've had a guy become one of my best friends, he has taken a girl away from me. i think it's about to happen again.
for the rest of this year, i do not work at universal. it feels so good. i made the right decision.
i miss duke. he was perfect.
sometimes i get angry with who i am. my crazy personality often stereotypes me as being gay. it pisses me off. i hate stereotypes.
even though i hate being sick. i love a perfectly productive cough. it's an awesome feeling.
i feel like laura is going through a rough time. i wish things could be better for her. she deserves happiness.
i bought these fantastic slippers at walmart. they look like tennis shoes. i wear them to class.
i want to be in a show again. i wish rosen had a theater program.
i saw fantasmic tonight. i got really excited to see mickey mouse. i love that it will never get old.