Fuck, Everything Keeps Messin With My Head
Hey everyone, i cant sleep b/c i cant keep thinkin about crystal, its funny, i think i have fallen in love with her, shes like the way me and rach used to be. She told me she loved me b4 i left, so i said it back, now i think i really ment it. Then there is the problem with me and rach, one day she is like i love u, i miss u, then the next shes like i dont miss u , and all this shit. All this shit is startin to mess with my head. Im beggining to miss crystal, but i wont see her for a year,but yet i can feel it inside me, i dunno wuts gonna happen,hopefully everything will get better, i dunno. I really want to get back with rach but she says she dosent want to, JESUS, somedays i miss me and her really bad, then somedays i dont. I just wanna die and leave it all behind, but i cant. God my life fuckin sux right now, byebye everyone