Jul 26, 2004 23:02
Well tonight i went to the mall, char and kira and my ex was there. We just hung out, and i just smoked like the whole time. Rachael says she loves me, but i dunno, i think shes just lyin to me, she prolly is, how can someone love someone when they r dating someone else?, ok , w/e, today she was all like i miss u and love u, then at the mall , it was completely diffrent, its like shes a diffrent person when im with her.Its like jesus, make up ur damn mind, either u love me r u dont, all this shit is messin with my head, i dont even know if i love her at all anymore, aint life a bitch. Well at the mall we hung out with Jeremy and his g/f Heather, that was fun. Then we saw this guy that we know get his lip pierced, i was like that was kool. As usaul im bored agian but its ok at least i saw Char today, shes so fun, Char u make me laugh!, haha.