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I admire people who are able to face their lives without cringing or pulling away.
If something is too much, I have to shut it off or my systems will overload and I will get lost in a sea of unknown.
It's like my little ocd-like compulsions. the way things must be put just so. if I don't even touch the things, I don't need to put them just so.
I need to stop shutting off.
The discomfort from actually facing life is a small price to pay for...life..
If something is too much, I have to shut it off or my systems will overload and I will get lost in a sea of unknown.
It's like my little ocd-like compulsions. the way things must be put just so. if I don't even touch the things, I don't need to put them just so.
I need to stop shutting off.
The discomfort from actually facing life is a small price to pay for...life..