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[cnndc3]

Ive never been so afraid. If i loose him i dont have anybody. But i need a life seperate from him too. What i thought i had is lost, and what i want is far from reach. My family rejects me, my bestfriend has changed into a mean person, and my other friends i have less contact with, and there arent many. Its really stupid but i dont have a bunch of

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[switchfoot_rox1]

he's not the only one who will put up with you *hugs* u still have us

[green_elphie]

Oh sweetie, I'm sorry. I'm sorry we haven't talked and been there for each other like we should have been. I'm really sorry. My life gets preogressively easier after this week and we will get together, that I promise. And don't worry, you're strong.

[cnndc3]

YEA!! I need me some sarah time :)

[tigertibbytabby]

It's times like this that I'm somewhat greatful for a far away boyfriend. It settles me, because we know our limits and respect each other. But Corinne, needing some time a part is what makes you a woman. There's a part of you that misses being just one person, and needing that girl time out, to respect yourself as an individual woman. Maybe that's why you feel so dependent now, because you don't know how to be just one person. Have you tried honestly speaking with him? Try something along the lines of "Baby, you know I love you..but I'm worried that i'm not giving myself some alone time, and I might be jepordizing our relationship because of it." Maybe he's feeling the same way you do, and he's just as scared. But communcation is always key in these kinds of situations. Your not a mind reader babe, but it always helps to open up. And if he can't respect you for that, and doubts your love, then he's doubted himself from day one, and isn't worth the time. But I'v seen you two together, and i'm sure this won't go under the rug. And as

[cnndc3]

bikinis would be wonderful lol.