i’m trying to finish my dinner. i always feel like throwing up after, when i'm thinking too much. i never do though, don’t worry. bulimia isn’t my thing. i love food. aaanyway. want to see my big baby boy?
joe snuggle snuggle.
hehe. that’s joe. he’s a fat kitty. after my first successful attempt at driving the 101, i might take the car to visit the loves of my life tomorrow. oh what am i saying, i might die just because nobody’s reassuring me that i’m not going to die. in any case, tomorrow’ll be for me. spend some time with myself to try and sort out whatever else is tangled. i’m the only one that’s tangled, I think. which is pretty sad but recently, i’ve been a pretty sad person. but joe will make me happy cause he’s a dorkface and sophie will cheer me up because she’s just so pretty to look at.♥ yaaay little ones.
i'm going to harrass hannah on the phone now cause i don't feel like standing outside my apartment alone. when i smoke outside alone, some random itim guy always talks to me. it's so freaky. LEAVEMEALOOONE!