this is completely useless.
yaaay no work today. in other words, i'm so bored.
i'm at my mum's attempting to get my shit together cause i have to take her to the hospital for a checkup. meaning they're making me drive on the freeway. meaning i am having strange thoughts of crashing and dying. -cries- you know those ridiculous phobias that NOBODY understands? like how i'm afraid of dogs. or how some people are scared of water. well this stupid freeway phobia of mine is just like that. i get nervous, with everyone speeding past me. this is why i refuse to drive. i have no hand-eye coordination, my nerves are perpetually frayed, and i just cannot get my shit together. nyaaargh. but her hospital's next to the new marc by marc jacobs store so i drop by and window shop. i'm too broke to soothe my sorrows with shopping. waaah. although i'll be able to chill out in fillmore street. i love fillmore. it has that laid back san francisco vibe that i can't find anywhere else.
my yahoo messenger refuses to work. arggghhh.
ugh. time to brew some coffee, smoke a cigarette and hop into a tin can that goes 70 miles per hour to my demise. wheee.
today is frustrating.