I HATE DR.
All they ever want is to put you on more Medicine! On more fucking pills!!! They never even want to take the time or effort to figure out what is really going on. It is so frustrating because no one around me understands. My family thinks it is whats best for me. It doesn't matter that they are ruining my life.
I had to quit my English class today because my mother says I am under to much stress. It doesn't matter that I have already put 2 months of work into it. I am constantly tired because of this new shitty medicine the Dr. prescribed me. I am always tired and its not like I am tired so I should just sleep more. When I do sleep it is the worse sleep of my life. I wake up at least 20x a night. I am not exagerating either. I dont think at any point in the night I am in a deep sleep. Everyone thinks I am just making this shit up. I have no reason to make this up. It hurts so much when no one around you, everyone you have trusted your entire life, understands or even believes what you are going through.
I feel like dieing. I wish I had the bravery, or more so I wish I were a big enough coward to take my own life. I don't want to live anymore.
I had to quit my English class today because my mother says I am under to much stress. It doesn't matter that I have already put 2 months of work into it. I am constantly tired because of this new shitty medicine the Dr. prescribed me. I am always tired and its not like I am tired so I should just sleep more. When I do sleep it is the worse sleep of my life. I wake up at least 20x a night. I am not exagerating either. I dont think at any point in the night I am in a deep sleep. Everyone thinks I am just making this shit up. I have no reason to make this up. It hurts so much when no one around you, everyone you have trusted your entire life, understands or even believes what you are going through.
I feel like dieing. I wish I had the bravery, or more so I wish I were a big enough coward to take my own life. I don't want to live anymore.