Captured Servent
He would be a journey each time. Always amazing me...complicated to the point of simple. He rushed me, lifts me. He wants me for himself. Truthfully caring...he looks at me, believing me and forgiving me for ever doubting him. He rubs me when im rightfully lost. Never putting his head down in shame, but only in sorrow. He lifts me back up...his eyes are waiting for mine. So rich with jewels he shares his and shows me mine. Caught up in disbelief, he shows me its "not wrong". His affection is always there, even when it doesnt seem like hes paying attention. He gives me freedom to feel sensual. He likes what he does to me. He will always return to his greatest heights. He will analyze me for the better. He'll get cocky when he knows im right. We will lay down in bed at night exchaging our dreams in which we reach. He wont know which way to go, but will always have light in his eyes. Tricks dont matter...and he will capture me. He will lend a hand when im climbing, until we are veiwing over our achievements. Then he will hug me. He'll close his eyes and cant believe that he's "here". Sometimes we pull away, and we wonder why. Making it blankly to see that we deserve each other. Spinning in cycles that i start recognizing, ill ask him, and he'll reply "it is what it is". Making me realize their should always be that mystery. He loves me, know that for a fact, even when i am tired. He pulls me in close, and wraps himself around me. He will help me decide what is best, and show me that he is right. He always has something to prove, because he hasnt given up. I always remember him, and he will live on. He sweet when he shouldnt be, but its forgiven. When im scared to climb, he gives me as much time as i need, and i know he is there. He makes me shrug when im in doubt, because he shows me better...and it only makes him happy. Then he will hold, and tell me everything will be okay...making me realize im his baby. It becomes cute, and i cant imagine life without him. He knows im smart regardless when im in the swamps...he makes a clever joke to bring me back up...because we both realize that there is nothing we can do about those demons, accept get over it. We become great, but always know we can go farther. We push each other, and experience the veiw of the beautiful together. I know he's always watching, and i become eager to face him. He pulls me up, and kisses me on the cheek. Sex is glorious, and fullfilling. He blessed me when he said i was his. He knows how he works, and shows me how to deal. "It Can Be Everything" he whisper to me. When im innocent he treats me with care. I say "Why Me"...and surprised compassion speak out...as if he is surprised i cant see the treasures, because deep down he knows its better that way.
The love gets old, and wiser. You finally figured out a way to be seperate but as one. And realizing that it always changes...so its never really old, it just goes that way..trailing off to another. Making you remember to not take it too serious. The pranks come and go. IM IN LOVE IM IN LOVE...you already know that. A truce..so you dont have to decide no more. You love him, nothing more needs to be said. Finally, being settled, after a long trip...he lets you rest. Warm, you always know he is going to be by your side. You realize that your going to be in faced with challenges, but we arent scared of tests. It brings us closer. "Look where we are now". He tells me what he knows. He'll free me. The dark side will always come, but the light is always there, no question about it, because it will alway exist if you do. Mistakes are made, and he shows me im not a freak...just remember he says.
Im scared to lose him, because i dont think i can do it on my own...he laughs, he tells me its not even about that, "baby, its joy". How does he know all this? Smoldering, im really proud of him. He knows i am, and he looks lovenly at me. And he wraps up the moment and puts a bow on it. Showing me how to measure up to the moments. He always gives me gifts like that. Needing him and wanting him is love. "i...love...you". He knows me..."trust me he will say", and tilts my head up. He knows im sensitive, and see's it as my greatest attribute.
Prideful in his ways, he will show me how to get passed, telling me never to lose it, but giving me the ability not to let it present itself without cause. He tells me never to lose my spirit, or i will lose my purpose. He makes me shy away, sometimes it to much to handle, but he will decide its not, and carry me away. This love exists in all of us, its capable for us to see.
I seem to fall, and i become hard on myself, and once again all he shows me is the bright side...sometimes you can get sick of the incredible, sometimes its hard to maintain. He tells me "keep on the saddle, baby your always going to slip...and as much as i would love to do something about it, all i can do is lift you back up". I need more...i know i can get higher then that...."baby, dont be so high maintaince", he replies. "And baby why is that...dont you just want to escape to a better place, it sounds to me that your stuck in reality, i note." "Dont be crazy..." "We all are, thinking that your crazy, is only another step to get over...it really doesnt exist." He jumps ups, and thats what makes it intimate. I LOVE HIM...HERE IT GOES AGAIN...EMOTIONS I CANT GRASP, BECAUSE THEY FEEL TO DAMN GOOD TO RESTRICT. It feels like we won..that its the point that we know we are going to MAKE IT!!! You...you...love me.
He always kisses my forehead..."baby, im just tired, i state". He knows though...that im thinking about him, and that i only wish to please him. Down in the gutters is where i make my greatest creations...he says to me, and winks. ...Bastard...does he have to see everything...still smouldering. The answer is yes, and dont miss out. We can get far into our thoughts together...he tells me things so far fetched that he is the only one who could teach me. He tells me, that there is a place for everything, and that the higher you reach the better you are. We can make it to a place that feels like its reaching towards the heavens, and he lets me know thats where im going. I ask him what he thinks about judgement...and he replies "its just an illusion to make you feel bad about yourself, with it you cant see the beauty, and beauty is the key that opens the doors to me." "Okay, i need a breather break"....i turn away, he overloads me....but i turn back...ready for me..."can we live in this forever?" "Anything for you", he says generously. "Can i trust that...?" "Its not about trust, its yours". "How did i get this lucky?" '"Luck rewards you for something you deserved...its nothing more then that." "So if i call upon you, you will serve me?" Always, because inturn you are serving me". Its doesnt get any fairer then that. What more can be said...? And he turns to me once more..cautiously warning me...."just never let go". "I promise". I will always be true and that beats being right, so in your face all you know it alls. =) "See" honesty is risky, but if you can find someone who doenst judge, your SAFE. Because we arent dwelling in power...we are dwelling in harmony. Thats the beuaty! The only thing you should prove is yourself...remember that. Tricky.
So...these are my thoughts as i sit here, wondering when it will all be over. Do you exist or not? Of course you do, cause i will never see you if i lose my faith. YOU ARE OUT THERE...waiting for me to rise. I can do it...it will just take time...clarity is my enemy. I LOVE YOU I LOVE I LOVE...you better be there with a ring =)
The love gets old, and wiser. You finally figured out a way to be seperate but as one. And realizing that it always changes...so its never really old, it just goes that way..trailing off to another. Making you remember to not take it too serious. The pranks come and go. IM IN LOVE IM IN LOVE...you already know that. A truce..so you dont have to decide no more. You love him, nothing more needs to be said. Finally, being settled, after a long trip...he lets you rest. Warm, you always know he is going to be by your side. You realize that your going to be in faced with challenges, but we arent scared of tests. It brings us closer. "Look where we are now". He tells me what he knows. He'll free me. The dark side will always come, but the light is always there, no question about it, because it will alway exist if you do. Mistakes are made, and he shows me im not a freak...just remember he says.
Im scared to lose him, because i dont think i can do it on my own...he laughs, he tells me its not even about that, "baby, its joy". How does he know all this? Smoldering, im really proud of him. He knows i am, and he looks lovenly at me. And he wraps up the moment and puts a bow on it. Showing me how to measure up to the moments. He always gives me gifts like that. Needing him and wanting him is love. "i...love...you". He knows me..."trust me he will say", and tilts my head up. He knows im sensitive, and see's it as my greatest attribute.
Prideful in his ways, he will show me how to get passed, telling me never to lose it, but giving me the ability not to let it present itself without cause. He tells me never to lose my spirit, or i will lose my purpose. He makes me shy away, sometimes it to much to handle, but he will decide its not, and carry me away. This love exists in all of us, its capable for us to see.
I seem to fall, and i become hard on myself, and once again all he shows me is the bright side...sometimes you can get sick of the incredible, sometimes its hard to maintain. He tells me "keep on the saddle, baby your always going to slip...and as much as i would love to do something about it, all i can do is lift you back up". I need more...i know i can get higher then that...."baby, dont be so high maintaince", he replies. "And baby why is that...dont you just want to escape to a better place, it sounds to me that your stuck in reality, i note." "Dont be crazy..." "We all are, thinking that your crazy, is only another step to get over...it really doesnt exist." He jumps ups, and thats what makes it intimate. I LOVE HIM...HERE IT GOES AGAIN...EMOTIONS I CANT GRASP, BECAUSE THEY FEEL TO DAMN GOOD TO RESTRICT. It feels like we won..that its the point that we know we are going to MAKE IT!!! You...you...love me.
He always kisses my forehead..."baby, im just tired, i state". He knows though...that im thinking about him, and that i only wish to please him. Down in the gutters is where i make my greatest creations...he says to me, and winks. ...Bastard...does he have to see everything...still smouldering. The answer is yes, and dont miss out. We can get far into our thoughts together...he tells me things so far fetched that he is the only one who could teach me. He tells me, that there is a place for everything, and that the higher you reach the better you are. We can make it to a place that feels like its reaching towards the heavens, and he lets me know thats where im going. I ask him what he thinks about judgement...and he replies "its just an illusion to make you feel bad about yourself, with it you cant see the beauty, and beauty is the key that opens the doors to me." "Okay, i need a breather break"....i turn away, he overloads me....but i turn back...ready for me..."can we live in this forever?" "Anything for you", he says generously. "Can i trust that...?" "Its not about trust, its yours". "How did i get this lucky?" '"Luck rewards you for something you deserved...its nothing more then that." "So if i call upon you, you will serve me?" Always, because inturn you are serving me". Its doesnt get any fairer then that. What more can be said...? And he turns to me once more..cautiously warning me...."just never let go". "I promise". I will always be true and that beats being right, so in your face all you know it alls. =) "See" honesty is risky, but if you can find someone who doenst judge, your SAFE. Because we arent dwelling in power...we are dwelling in harmony. Thats the beuaty! The only thing you should prove is yourself...remember that. Tricky.
So...these are my thoughts as i sit here, wondering when it will all be over. Do you exist or not? Of course you do, cause i will never see you if i lose my faith. YOU ARE OUT THERE...waiting for me to rise. I can do it...it will just take time...clarity is my enemy. I LOVE YOU I LOVE I LOVE...you better be there with a ring =)