Nov 08, 2006 17:05
I decided to click on my "friends" icon for LJ and I got an empty screen. I guess its official, nobody likes LJ but me anymore. That's ok. See, livejournal is a good fight to the "my vote doesn't count" philosophy. What I mean by that is, that if everyone felt that way, voting wouldn't exist. Our so called "democracy".. Just kinda like LJ. It just sunk deeper and deeper into a depression of nobody updating, that after awhile...nobody updates. So your update counts!
Found out recently that my medical bills for the past six months added up to over $483,000!!! Pretty soon I can call myself the Half Million Dollar Man Insane. Of course hospitals are ridiculously priced (like 12 dollars for a Tylenol). Still, its a good thing DFC provided me with my own health insurance. I guess that was one good thing of taking a year off of school.
I still can't write very well that is since the tumor pressed on my brain stem. Writing one sentence was like writing one page. I want to go back to school in the spring, so my solution to this is purchasing a laptop. That way I can take notes by word processor. Most of the rest of my classes are taught by the same professor, and her tests are all multiple choice. I think I can circle or write a letter 50 times.
Anyway, I know this has nothing to do with anything but my mom talked to her sister(my aunt) the other day, and she told her that she left my Uncle. I guess this happened like in June, but she didnt want to bother cuz I was in the hospital and all. The reason I mention this is because it kinda upsets me...I used to brag about there never bein a divorce or separation in my family. This is so weird cuz I never noticed a problem in 20 years. Ever. I guess she is seeing someone new already too. That kinda busts my ass ya know? She said that her and her husband have "nothing in common". I dunno I am no DR Phil or anything but that kinda sounds like the "twinkie" defense. My parents have been happily married for over 30 years, and they don't have shit in common. Unless, you take spying on the neighbors and "Lost" on ABC on Wednesday nights. I dunno maybe its a pretty bum thing to be upset about.
Allthough I was raised catholic, I don't really consider myself religious. I guess "Spiritual" is what's in nowadays. I don't really go for divorce. Or abortion,,,OHHHHHH CONTRA-VERSIAL!!!! No but all kidding aside, I dont really believe in it. I think we rush into marriage anymore. And too young an age anymore..Not that its anywhere on the horizon(more like light years) I plan on not getting married for a LONG time. I know and can more than understand one's need for companionship, but just take that away for a second....the single life is pretty awesome. Like alot of people I know are sad because they are oh so lonely. Just take that away, and imagine it didnt exist. Life is actually pretty awesome. I think being "involved" clouds your reason...I think it can. I can't say i've seen too many married guys do keg stands...
Well, I must say that took up a good hour of my time. As you can tell, i'm really bored. Never thought i'd see the day of not working and being out of school, could be so cold and depressing. I feel like i'm living in a cave. I really cant wait for this weekend and thanksgiving for my friends to come home so they can rescue me from this anti-social society...