it all comes down to this...
christmas day....didnt get the best news......words that i never want to hear.....that i almost lost my grandfather....it all happens.....death is a part of life...but when its not really that time...it sux...but then when is a good time to loose someone....especially someone close and that u love soo much....
surgery day has come.....grandpa u have made it out really good...not what i expected and i hate myself for thinking otherwise....doubting just how strong u r....i should have known better if god didnt take u with him when that bull attatcked u...y would what happen take u from us now....ur a stronger person...i look up to u..i love u...
the night b4 was a blur.....i didnt hang out with u...i cant even remember y....but i wanted u all night....the night was young and a drunkin high night...as usual when i go out alone and meet up with friends.....
its nuts how i have grown on to u....its almost time soon ur gonna leave me....and ill just b back alone...the same feelings of alone....i hate that feeling....everyone just seems to b able to have someone..i cant.....i either meet the bad ones....or....someone with other plans.....who knows when the day will come that i can say...to everyone i have got my own now......
so i wrote u a letter saying exactly how i felt bout u leaving...and how my feelings have grown stronger and that ive never felt soo safe with someone that i have or was dating....u give me that...u make me feel soo good when were alone...watching cartoons....who would have thought i would have become a regular adult swim fan! haha...ive fallen for u.... but the time is almost close....ur gonna leave off to ur other life in another country....and ill show u.....im gonna make something of myself.....
surgery day has come.....grandpa u have made it out really good...not what i expected and i hate myself for thinking otherwise....doubting just how strong u r....i should have known better if god didnt take u with him when that bull attatcked u...y would what happen take u from us now....ur a stronger person...i look up to u..i love u...
the night b4 was a blur.....i didnt hang out with u...i cant even remember y....but i wanted u all night....the night was young and a drunkin high night...as usual when i go out alone and meet up with friends.....
its nuts how i have grown on to u....its almost time soon ur gonna leave me....and ill just b back alone...the same feelings of alone....i hate that feeling....everyone just seems to b able to have someone..i cant.....i either meet the bad ones....or....someone with other plans.....who knows when the day will come that i can say...to everyone i have got my own now......
so i wrote u a letter saying exactly how i felt bout u leaving...and how my feelings have grown stronger and that ive never felt soo safe with someone that i have or was dating....u give me that...u make me feel soo good when were alone...watching cartoons....who would have thought i would have become a regular adult swim fan! haha...ive fallen for u.... but the time is almost close....ur gonna leave off to ur other life in another country....and ill show u.....im gonna make something of myself.....