what i needed
my entry's on myspace u cant c.....im kinda glad u cant..i love you..i miss u.....i wrote some words i dont mean they seem one thing but its just whats in my head and what we did last nite...was great it was what i needed.....i really needed to just hang out with people i love...too bad it was cut short for others....but....u and i got to just hang out and talk....even though it wasnt the perfect topic of conversations only cuz its not a good topic........but i was glad to just have u to all my attention..thank you......we just need to do it more often....we've drifted some.....at the moment ive been feeling alone....only cuz it just seems all doors close on me when i need them open......
ive been let down and hurt these past couple of weeks..i havnt opened up to anyone....and ive been crying soo much.....only for the fact that.....i feel all alone.....its the worst feeling ive had cuz its coming from every direction....family,friends,the world.....it was brought to my attention that.....supposebly.....people i work with refer to me as something that i dont like to repeat...it hurt soo much when i heard this....i was ready to just quit....but i dont no if its true...and i dont want too...im always reminded that i limp....but...having to hear that people have a name for me behind my back hurts......but THANK U....FOR LAST NITE...i luv u soo much.....
-R-
ive been let down and hurt these past couple of weeks..i havnt opened up to anyone....and ive been crying soo much.....only for the fact that.....i feel all alone.....its the worst feeling ive had cuz its coming from every direction....family,friends,the world.....it was brought to my attention that.....supposebly.....people i work with refer to me as something that i dont like to repeat...it hurt soo much when i heard this....i was ready to just quit....but i dont no if its true...and i dont want too...im always reminded that i limp....but...having to hear that people have a name for me behind my back hurts......but THANK U....FOR LAST NITE...i luv u soo much.....
-R-