Nov 15, 2005 08:40
I'm giving up. plans to stay in ithaca are falling through, having a crush is just dumb, putting off my work has gotten me into a hole so deep i can't see the top, i dont' even know where to begin with this demo tape i've wrecked up and i don't wanna call this guy about a job. i need break to clear my head, hug my mommy and catch up. I dread my cellphone ringing because it means i have to go to the radio staion. if i dread it this much now, am i going to even like my job? but where do i look for a photo job. shit i just want to curl up in my bed forever.