STOP THINKING ABOUT PURPLE ELEPHANTS!
...can't do it, right? umm that's how i feel. I am so stressed between all the papers and projects that are looming in the not so distant future, and i need a job, i don't know how to make a demo tape. and i don't know if i'm even good enough to get a dj job. and on top of that i have a crush that i shouldn't have. well i dunno about shouldn't but i dont' want to have a crush. that's the first time i've ever said that. i don't have time to be having a crush. it's my senior year, i don't want to start anything. but... gah i just dont' know. i can't stop thinking about him. and i don't want to be!! i jsut feel like i'm walking through a fog and not making sense...